My brain is dead

Recently my brain decided that functioning is not what it’s meant to be doing, and I really missed blogging but can’t come up with anything interesting. So what you get today is complete randomness. So there you go…

 

Buying a house is awesome. Yeah, I realise that Mr V is the one who’s working and paying the mortgage.. For now.. But still, it feels awesome to know that it’s ours and we can do whatever we want without having to deal with EXTREMELY annoying real estate people. And I DO hate them. They are a bunch of most incompetent, annoying, useless people I’ve ever met. Their jobs are completely unnecessary. I just can’t wait to move in to our house! (Which, by the way, is happening at the end of this month). When I think of the things I’m going to do to the house my brain kind of thinks maybe it’s time to start functioning again? But then again, maybe not.. Still, it’s nice to dream…

 

The Baby? Is great. Really, she’s so adorable, communicating a lot, walking everywhere, it’s really amazing to see all that. BUT. Maybe I’m too spoiled and just too used to the nice routine we had. And now that it’s all changing it feels like I’m losing it a little bit. So I constantly have to remind myself that some people (a lot of people) have it much worse than I do and I shouldn’t complain.. Easier said than done, when in the morning I’m so tired I’m very tempted not to get up at all..But then the screaming and crying just feels like I’m getting stabbed in my head with a butcher knife over and over again… Ah, she really isn’t that bad, it sounds a bit over dramatic. Again, shouldn’t complain!!

 

The winter is here, it’s pretty cold (though not too cold) and it rains a lot. I absolutely LOVE it!!! Even though it means that we stay inside a lot and then The Baby starts smacking the front door and begging me to come outside.. Poor thing, it must be driving her nuts!

 

I never have enough time for photography. It’s one of my favorite things to do and I just can’t. get. time. EVER. I would LOVE to sit down and spend some time with my programs, learn new things (because I don’t really know much about it), but it’s just not happening…